Catechism Blues
I loved, loved, loved being part of a “reformed” church and learning the catechism. For me this was new, though I did grow up being “catechized” but not with the rich Westminister Catechism. Even now, though I might enjoy reading through the questions and answers, I only really remember and think about the first few, and these are the children’s version, which suits me fine.
Who made you?
God made me.
What else did God make?
God made all things.
Why did God make you and all things?
God made me and all things for his glory.
How can you glorify God?
By loving him and doing what he commands.
Okay, I’ll be honest. This is where it gets fuzzy for me. I glorify God by loving him and doing what he commands. This is obviously a Biblical truth. It is also an underlying truth Biblically that I cannot “love him and do what he commands.” No matter how hard I try, no matter what resolutions I make or how many sermons I hear or worship songs I sing to try to pump me up, I simply cannot do it. This is the part of the gospel we most often miss, and it is a huge loss to try to live the Christian life without it.
I can’t be good. And the really wacky thing is that the more I think I am good and the more I try to make myself good, the less I really am glorifying God. Huh? Say what? It is NOT my goodness that glorifies God. Let me say that again. It is not my goodness that glorifies God. It aint.
Jesus said, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor but the sick.” It is the sick among us, the “not good” ones, who know we need a doctor. And it is this need that is critical in glorifying God.
How do I glorify God? By getting my wings broken one too many times and realizing I can’t fly without him. By falling flat on my face until I stop trying life on my on terms, even if those terms were a very religious life. By being bruised so much by a life that hurts so that I finally listen and believe when he says he loves me, just because. These things glorify God.
How can I make such a shocking claim? How can my failures, my lack, my need glorify God? It really is a strange idea to our preconditioned ears and minds. But what does it mean to “glorify” anyway? It means to make big or to honor or to make shine. Well, how exactly does our trying to be good glorify God’s goodness? It can be (and often is) argued that we are supposed to try to reflect the goodness of God by our actions. As a skilledcounselor (ahem) would ask, “How’s that working for you?” I would argue that when we do this, we often delude ourselves into believing we are good in and of ourselves and we get the glory for it. Not much lifting up or making big of God in that, is there? I would also argue that this kind of living isn’t often very attractive to others, because it seems unattainable.
On the other hand, when I fail, when I am weak, when I can’t love, can’t see, can’t understand, can’t even believe, in other words, when I need God, he is glorified. He becomes bigger in my life, not bigger than he already is. That is impossible. But he is bigger in my life. He can be seen a little brighter in my darkness. I have been so freed up by this truth that I just want to shout it from the mountain tops!
But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things - and the things that are not - to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him. 1 Cor. 1:27-29
We glorify God most when we need him. When we have nothing to boast of before him. That way he looks good, not me. He is strong, not me. He is wise, not me. He alone is God.
Listen to this beautiful song by David Ruis entitled “Sweet Mercies.” It says it all.
